Recovering from shock

First things first...... WOW! i did not do as badly as i thought i would have.
secondly, BLEAH! the results were still not very encouraging.

After i got my results, i had mixed feelings, both happy and disappointed. Well, i shall not elaborate too much on that, but i was happy for the results of certain subjects. Well... GP sucked badly, the mean, average and median of the grades for GP was U. How happening..... i got 35/100.... good right?? LAWL.!!

Aside with my horrendous results.... going out with my friends to watch a movie on saturday! hope it will be enjoyable.

Scared...

Well, the post exam celebrations was not quite what I had expected it to be... my exam results will be coming soon, way toooo soon! Words can't quite full explain how i feel right now, but here are a few words; eager, scared, want to stop the clocks.
So much for youth day, bleah..... LOL

Euro 2008 Final

I know i should not have watched the football game, but it was so tempting. I knew Spain would outclass and outplay the Germans, but deep down inside, i wanted Germany to win. The reason would be because they have shown such efficiency in their game of football. They do not pass the ball around aimlessly; once they get the ball, they immediately move it forward to an attacking postition.

However, the Spaniards were just too good, they were all over the pitch and once they got into gear, they never looked like slipping up. They had way too many shots on goal and poor Germany managed to keep them at bay for 33 minutes before a Torres(right) goal seperated the 2 sides. The scoreline would have been larger if not for Germany keeper, Jens Lehmann.

Spain were worthy champions of the Euro 2008 competion.

Now, tommorrow is Chem paper and I cant wait for this Mid Year Examination to end (on wed, 2nd July). Gah... This mid year examination was a total screw up. Not that I did not study, but I think I did not practice enough questions...

Ciao, back to muggin'.....XD

Busy busy busy

Man, i think i am going crazy from all the mugging... The best part, i dont think it will be of any use.. coz i still dunno how to do the paper... argh!!!!! my mp3 gave up on me juz 2 days ago.. stupid thing... i wont be suprised if i get called up for doing badly for the mid years... haha..2moro is CLB mid year and i have not even prepared for it.. math more important. haha

Busy holidays

Sometimes I wonder why holidays are called holidays in Singapore. For me, the June holidays used to be very enjoyable. however, as the years passed, I dreaded the June holidays. The reason, simple and clear, studying for the upcoming exams/tests.

Away with such depressing thoughts, and now to happier stuff. Going for a overseas trip to Malaysia (Johor, i think) during the June holidays for a few days. Played some tennis with Iliyas, Eddy and Haziq. Been trying to arrange with Charan to play tennis with me but his June holidays are so packed that I have not been able to play tennis with Charan.

ARGHhhh...... Back to studying now...

Band Concert

Last night was somewhat a surprisingly enjoyable night. I went to the concert with my secondary and kindergarten freinds, whom I have not met since god knows when. The night started with some Guzheng pieces (what I dreaded). However, they (Guzheng players) pleasantly surprised me. It was quite good, in fact, I will no longer stereotype chinese music as "bad". However, it was the band pieces that I was looking forward to. From young, I enjoyed band pieces, this was no different. All in all, it was a great concert. WAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!

random stuff

Well there is a song that can describe my mood now... Leona Lewis - Better in Time. A touching song....

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going
Coming
Thought I heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now I have realised
That I really didn't knooOooOw

If you didn't notice
You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all I know is)
I'm be oooOook

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Verse)

I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling

[ Better In Time lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
If i'm dreamin
Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that's the past (i believe it)
And I know that, time will heal it

If you didn't notice
Well you mean everything (quickly i'm learning)
Oooh turn up again (All I know is)
I'm be ok

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too oooooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Bridge)

Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time I let you go so I can be free
And Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I will be fine without you
Yes I Will

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile cos I deserve too yes I do(It'll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
Going to smile cos I deserve too Ooooooh (It'll all get better....)

Now i think you can guess how i am feeling...



What my name means.......

You entered: Nikhil Nath Chatterji

There are 19 letters in your name.
Those 19 letters total to 92
There are 6 vowels and 13 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 11

The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.

The expression or destiny for #11:
Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.

The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.

The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop your idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 4

An Inner Dream number of 4 means:
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.