BORED

I know i said not to blog till the end of the A lvls, but here i am, down with the pox, staring at the same four walls, confined till I am well.
recently i took this test on what my future will be like. though i think that it is not quite possible, but still, its something which i hope will come true.

You live in a mansion. You'll make $900,000 a year. You own a limo. Your job will be either a doctor or scientist. Your husband/wife will be lazy, spoiled, attractive and social. You'll only have one kid. You'll die at forty because of alcohol. Yes, you'll make it to heaven!

Another test i took....... cant remember what it was but here is the result...

You take the problems of others with you wherever you go. In your spare time you try to think of some way to resolve the dilemmas of your friends. You have an attraction to those who are in need and you feel that you always have to contribute in some way to make those around you like you. The respect of others is important to you.

Outing+bbq

Yesterday was well.... not as fun as i had expected it to be. however, the movie mamamia was the first musical that i had actually not slept in. It was funny and it had songs which i enjoyed.
Before and after the movie, we played pool, we went bowling... haah.... no mood to tell the whole story... haiz...
then go bbq... makan... lawl... sommore...
sian.... i really no mood type le... sorry... a rubbish entry.. i promise i will sit down to type a proper entry some time soon.

PRELIM OVER!!

YAY! prelims are finally over... bored of studying... i wanna just sleep lol! aiya... juz played a hell lot of CS... damn fun! tired lol... play so long haha...... nites... i will write a real post real soon

EMO stuff

I just discovered who are my true friends. In life, there are your typical hypocrites, posers and those who are pretty blatant about things, but the people i hate the most are the hypocrites. There was this period in time, where chance gave me THE perfect opportunity to see right through this person. Obviously, I am not going to reveal any critical information, so do not try to glean/infer/guess who the person is.
To be fair, I might have overead the situation and "spiced" it up, but judging from his/her past history and what he/her treated me these few days, i highly doubt that i am wrong.
I know i should not be writing this now, for tomorrow, my gp tutor beckons me towards the hall for the all-so-important GP prelims. However, I feel that it is really important for me to get this off my chest so that i can have a clear mind for tomorrow. To describe how i feel now in words is a mammoth task for me to do, but for the sake of you people reading my blog, i will attempt the impossible, with my limited vocabulary. To put it simply, I WAS a shackled dove, NOW i am liberated and i feel more at ease.
Oh well... now to prepare for the exams.

20.08.2008

HAHA! i juz wanted to blog coz of today! lawl... 20082008. nice date! lawl... and as usual... my 4d/toto no number come out for the dunno how many time.... haiz... maybe i was not meant to win in any form of gambling..

Some random thoughts

I know i said I will not blog for quite some while, but oh well... some thoughts just came across my mind and i thought i wanted to put it down in words.

I was thinking about all the fun we had during LTC (leadership training camp 2007) last year. There was this particular view that i just could not erase from my mind. It was the spectacular view from Kent Ridge Park, it was quite high up, but the view was very rewarding. It had the sea view, a few big ships and a few low lying houses with lots and lots of trees. The sea breeze was also very very, well...., nice? I believe it should be visited in the morning.

Anyways, many things have happened in the past few days, some of which I'd rather just keep to myself and some which i really want to shout out loud, but afraid to do so. Bleah... Dont worry, these things that have happened, good/bad or both, should nto affect me much.

One thing that i have the guts to mention, but unwilling to face is the very fact that the days are going by too quickly and there are many things which I want to do before i sit for my A's, go for my holiday and enter NS. It is just a matter of time whereby I will miss you guys, but life will go on. The best that we can do is to at least keep in contact. I know, this sounds quite emo.... but yes... thats how i am feeling now...

Got to go MUG hard for this A's, i have not been mugging hard enough, with 79 days left to the A's, i really have to start, before its too late. Well, i shall end my post here. Do not expect any new posts anytime soon, i think....

confused....

The past 2 weeks have been just one of the few days of my life which i just want to forget about and pretend as if nothing ever happened. haha... sians...