confused....

The past 2 weeks have been just one of the few days of my life which i just want to forget about and pretend as if nothing ever happened. haha... sians...

Something great happened.....

Well, after so darn long, I FINALLY PASSED MY NAPFA test!!! whoo hoo! In fact, this year was the 1st time in my life that i got a bronze (before the June Hols), now, i went 1 up and I got a Silver! YEY! NO MORE BLOODY PE ALREADY!
dun worry zul, you should be able to make it! just train consistently.
now to less "happy" things.... Yesterday i received my Geog results at abt 12noon. I got 39 marks in total.... well..... that was, WITHOUT TRYING THE 25 MARK ESSAY QUESTION (did not see it!! like WTH la... damn lame sia...)I was devastated.... so i did not count the marks and i juz shoved the paper in my bag... The teacher did remind us to check the marks so that he could change it and key it into the computer system by 1230. I went to the library and did my chem HW. At 230, i had to go for geog remedial (for those who got U-grade).... When i went there, i took out my geog paper and for some reason, i decided to count the marks! BLOODY HELL!!!! i was supposed to get 2 more marks (counting error)! with that 2 more marks!, i would not have gotten my 3rd U-grade and i would not have needed to go for the Geog remedial! SO darn PISSED!
Oh well, i juz have to take it... it could be a blessing in disguise

Recovering from shock

First things first...... WOW! i did not do as badly as i thought i would have.
secondly, BLEAH! the results were still not very encouraging.

After i got my results, i had mixed feelings, both happy and disappointed. Well, i shall not elaborate too much on that, but i was happy for the results of certain subjects. Well... GP sucked badly, the mean, average and median of the grades for GP was U. How happening..... i got 35/100.... good right?? LAWL.!!

Aside with my horrendous results.... going out with my friends to watch a movie on saturday! hope it will be enjoyable.

Scared...

Well, the post exam celebrations was not quite what I had expected it to be... my exam results will be coming soon, way toooo soon! Words can't quite full explain how i feel right now, but here are a few words; eager, scared, want to stop the clocks.
So much for youth day, bleah..... LOL