Band Concert

Last night was somewhat a surprisingly enjoyable night. I went to the concert with my secondary and kindergarten freinds, whom I have not met since god knows when. The night started with some Guzheng pieces (what I dreaded). However, they (Guzheng players) pleasantly surprised me. It was quite good, in fact, I will no longer stereotype chinese music as "bad". However, it was the band pieces that I was looking forward to. From young, I enjoyed band pieces, this was no different. All in all, it was a great concert. WAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!

random stuff

Well there is a song that can describe my mood now... Leona Lewis - Better in Time. A touching song....

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going
Coming
Thought I heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now I have realised
That I really didn't knooOooOw

If you didn't notice
You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all I know is)
I'm be oooOook

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Verse)

I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling

[ Better In Time lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
If i'm dreamin
Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that's the past (i believe it)
And I know that, time will heal it

If you didn't notice
Well you mean everything (quickly i'm learning)
Oooh turn up again (All I know is)
I'm be ok

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too oooooh(It'll all get better in time)

(Bridge)

Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me)
This time I let you go so I can be free
And Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)
No matter how hard it is
I will be fine without you
Yes I Will

(Chorus)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile cos I deserve too yes I do(It'll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
Going to smile cos I deserve too Ooooooh (It'll all get better....)

Now i think you can guess how i am feeling...



What my name means.......

You entered: Nikhil Nath Chatterji

There are 19 letters in your name.
Those 19 letters total to 92
There are 6 vowels and 13 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 11

The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.

The expression or destiny for #11:
Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.

The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.

The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop your idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 4

An Inner Dream number of 4 means:
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.

Some lame stuff

I found some lame stuff on the net... too bored with studying... decided to rest for a while. This website tells you stuff that supposedly has something to do with your birthday.



Your Birthdate: January 20
You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride.
Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing.
When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it.
It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.

Your strength: Your warm heart

Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions

Your power color: Black

Your power symbol: Musical note

Your power month: February




I think some parts are accurate... but mostly... not... I don't know... maybe i am in denial. Oh well.. Honestly, i don't give a damn about this... haha... like I said, i am bored.. LOL

TIRED STILL...... haha

On the 24th April, thursday, I had pe. It was a perfect example of bitter-sweetness, that is if there's such a term. It was the first time in my life that I jumped 230cm (i know it is pathetic, but its an achievement for me), it was only after like 7 tries that i did 230cm. Was so happy, but now, i have my chin ups to train for... can only do 3....

Today was the first time I did night study in school in the year of 2008. Studied with Wai Kwan, the person who did night study with me last year. HAHA!!! I can't believe it, but i have actually studied my chem notes for the 1st time in such detail.

V. Tired, been sleeping extra early for the past few days...... 8pm-6am on wed and 8.45pm -6am on thurs... dunno when i will start to dose off today... haha... many other things to blog abt, but no energy.... DAMN TIRED... lol

Drama Night

Just before drama night 2008 (19April2008), I was having trouble with my wardrobe, unable to decide what to wear. After much thought and consideration, i decided to wear something that was a cross of formal and smart casual. This decision was a right one. Everyone at the drama night was dressed to their nines, so i did not look awkward.

Anyway, Drama night 2008 was a blast. The first play was witty and the second was quite sad. I was forced to think about the first play because the person who wrote that play left quite a bit for us to think about. Whereas the second one was playing with our emotions.

When i came home, i was dead beat (as usual), hit the sack and ZzZzZzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........

Look forward, making a strong start

Well, today was the day that i got a shock wake up call from my parents. It was do or die for the mid years. Obviously the parents teacher meeting did not turn up as unplesant as what i would have imagined... it was horrible. All that could have possibly went wrong, DID go wrong... arghhh.... Nothing else to do but to work hard again... Gah... i dread working hard... I kissed goodbye to the computer games on my laptop today... (uninstalling it while i am typing now). But i guess it is all for the better... ultimately... if i do get good grades for my A lvls, i would be the happier one. But for now, WORK WORK WORK!

SICK & TIRED

Today is a day that should be forgotten, well, at least for me. I was on the verge of falling ill in the days before and on this very faithful day, i fell ill.... sore throat and cough. BLEAH! Wanted to go out with my friends to have dinner and stuff.... but the heavens were against me too!!!(it rained cats and dogs)
Chinese lessons today seemed to be extremely long and draggy today. The teacher was going through the normal stuff, BUT, the weather seemed to be extremely hot in the afternoon... In the evening, it was extremely cold.... ah well... Maybe i am just overreacting to Arsenal's loss to liverpool in the champs league (refree kayu!!!), and Arsenal's loss to Man Utd over the weekend (Adebayor CUT HAIR= CANT SCORE).
lol... bored... but nothing to say already... tired also.. lol.. i am most likely going to sleep for very very very long... HAHA